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The Shit Show of 2020 with some positive takeaways!

Yes. We know. COVID sucks.  My kids are sick of me saying "this is all so (you can use your own adjective) weird."  Let's all agree that this whole year has been a total shit show. For everyone. Incredible amounts of Loss. Loneliness. Isolation. Weirdness. Challenge. Nobody has been exempt. Not from a newborn all the way through an elder. We will be talking about this for years. Documentaries will be made. Our kids will tell their grandchildren about this. It's big.  I have dug very deep since March trying to see how I could personally push through this as someone who suffers from General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) and a small side order of depression. I used to work from home before I came to my current company, 5 years ago. In my former life, I let myself become swept over by isolation. And, it was much worse in the winter. Sometimes I didn't even get the mail. So, I came into this Covid time with a different outlook, and I wanted to share some of my positives. Beca

Am I living in an episode of Black Mirror?

Let’s face it. There have been good days and bad. Nothing defines what it will or won’t be when I wake up. It just is all weird. Half of the US is seemingly business as usual. The other half...the one I am living in....not. Grocery shopping with a mask is weird. The fact that I haven’t been to a restaurant since the BEGINNING of March is weird. Haven’t been to my office since March 13. Weird. Can’t or don’t want to fly anywhere. Weird. Should be packing camp duffles and running around doing fun camp errands.....We aren’t. It. Is. All. So. Weird. And, blank. And, I feel uncomfortable. Like I wake up and still can’t believe it. Groundhog Day. I think to myself,  “Will life ever be normal again? Will people act how they used to in grocery stores? Not standing 6 feet apart? Afraid? Will there be live music in an open air stadium or arena? When will restaurants be packed with banter and pleasantries as a regular thing to do? When will we be a mask-less society? When wil